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2010-08-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

Family Saturday

yes! im back blogging! i love last Saturday. brought my whole family out for the movie, Old Cow and Tender Grass. its very rare that we have family day partly because my dad off days are inflexible n hes tired from work and mum, shes like ageing day by day and her arthritis. haiis. hmmm, i hope my parents have enjoyed it becos September 2009, that was when i last brought them to movies with my younger bro, Where Got Ghost. We set out early for dinner at Northpoint before taking our time to AMK hub. went home after the movies cos dad is working the next morning. im satisfied. hoping for my times like this =))

2010-02-28T19:57:00.001+08:00

Family

hmmm. its being like almost 3weeks tat my younger bro served his NS le. feels weird when hes not at home lor. haa. he just went off around 2hrs ago to book in at tekong. seriously, i can sense he swallowed his tears into his stomach when he waved gdbye to us. sigh. although we quarrel etc, but hes still my only younger bro lor. hope he will really mature in there. only can give him encouragement and mentally support him nia. anyway, during the 2nd day of Chinese New Year, my mum's side all came to our house for buffet. house was really upside down, but it was fun though.

Love

er. i wasnt really surprised what happened 2weeks ago. what i can only say is, everything is not the same as 3years ago. i did not initiate that breakup and, it was not because there was a problem with me, tats the fact i know. depends on situation but, i have always maintain this thinking, i dont go back into a relationship that was broken before. haiis. honestly, nowadays actually feel quite lonely also although got friends around. but den i rather not have a relationship rather den going into a wrong relationship. sigh~

Friendship

was thinking of organising a chalet this year. but i think nobody would want to co-host with me sia. i think it would be quite costly lor. but will see how la. im also looking forward for the class gathering afterall its been 7years since graduation n the class has not met up for any gathering. sigh. missed secondary sch days.

Career

i think its no secret. yapz. im leaving in July after my contract ends. no intention of renewing at all because i think im still abit young to be "desk-tied" and, office job for the time now is not my cup of tea. im still quite firm on my decision to go back to the retailing industry though. oh ya, thanks to those who have mentioned about wanting to hire me, intro me jobs. and not forgetting those who want to pull me in if they have their own careers next time, really appreciate it alot.

2010-02-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

WILL BE UPDATING SOON...

2010-01-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

海派

the soundtracks are wonderful. seriously. nope. i did not buy the soundtracks. i bought the male lead's album. which is Show Luo's Luo Sheng Men. actually u can hear it from almost everywhere. youtube, shops in orchard road and even in your heartland. its just so popular. heard that tonight is the 1st part of the last episode airing on 华视 for 1hr 30mins and then 2nd part would be 30mins on the 31st. however, 八大 would stick to airing for 1hr. so weird lor. nvm, i wouldnt be able to watch it when it will later be uploaded around early morning i suppose. i wouldnt be able to watch it at night too cos i have sch. most probably i would only be able to watch it only on Wednesday night cos tues will be worn out by soccer, again. sigh~

Doomsday

okay, i know sometimes i've been worrying the unnecessary too much but i just cant help it. lets say, this coming friday, my division will be having a retreat and it just occurred to me i have night class on thursday night and it would end around 10pm by the time i reached home its near 11pm, next day would have to wake up early for the retreat and its a whole day outdoor event. im so gonna die. Zzz. u may want to say im weak, but tell me, how many for to slp straightaway when they got onto their beds and still able to turn up next day early and energetic-ly. anyway, wait till u c my knee. my injured right knee is turning back to its normal color after having that purple patch for the last few days. my left knee got worst, from light green now turning to dark brown. i was like wth. anyway, who doesnt want to be healthy? but this old left knee injury is something i just cant shake off at all, its always there. my gastric cant contain much food now partly is because i didnt look after it well when i was younger. ppl have the time to eat and munch on their food, but i dont, so, i swallow.

Save your spending or end with nothing

this 2mths have been spending quite a sum. recently, bought Show Luo's album at $30, 2 shirts at around $100. sorry, im not rich, just that i seldom spend so much. but i think thats not going to stop soon maybe. this is because, im spending on my needs. i have set my eyes on the street soccer shoes which i can use for running and soccer-ing. 2 in 1, how nice. and, at first i was thinking of buying an ipod nano which would cost around $228 for 8GB but i later killed off that idea. because recently i have realised my phone is failing on me soon. as a result, i have also set sights on iphone 3GS at 16GB which would cost around $250, 2 in 1 again, how nice. but i can only switch phones in March according to my contract duration. oh, this is the way how i spend/save. ok, im feeling quite moody nowadays. maybe because im into menopause. gd night ppl.

2010-01-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Window Shopping

alamak. i feel like spending on things i want and need since last friday's window shopping with Kelvin and LinKhong. Zzzz. i know i have been ill-treating myself and i always think more than thrice before i buy something. but thats me eh. i think im turning into a miser? hahaha. but like i say, saving also made me happy at times cos of the figures. each mth i set myself a standard sum to save after i get my pay. i feel like listing the items i want and need. LOL. but i dont think so already now. cos if i do that i will feel even more tempted to buy. argh~ actually i was poor when i was still a student, ok, who isnt? maybe those better off isnt. but for me i was. so when i came out work, i also spent what i earned till few mths before i entered NS, i started to save. u know, NS de pay already not much le, makes saving much more harder. but no choice, i have to grow up. haha. alrights la. i will see how before i decide to break the bank for new stuffs or for CNY. tomorrow is another new module for class before CNY. take care readers !!

2010-01-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

Any Advice?

haiis. this few days im very very vexed becos of my studies. no, not SIRS. is bout poly. tomorrow is the release of O level results, something which i had 7 years ago and nv got into poly because of my maths. and also, i didnt bother to find out anything more. but now, i had a look at the fulltime courses and realised that Temasek Poly is offering Dip In Psychology and they take in students which has D7 in maths but the cutoff point is so low that im almost hoping for miracle to happen to get enrolled. the other courses i had eyes on, r in Republic Poly, Dip In Customer Relationship and Service Management and also Dip In Hotel and Hospitality Management. but their maths requirement is C6. haiis. IF im selected, money will become a problem cos i wont have an income unless i look for a parttime job and quit the current one. as for the course in SIRS, i may continue to finish it off. IF im not selected, i will continue in SIRS till i end with a Dip In Retail Management. or, should i pushed back fulltime studies for 1 year and work really hard to save up.

2010-01-03T22:17:00.003+08:00

Happy 2010 !!

hey readers, happy new year to u people out there !! thanks for dropping by my blog. well, 2009 has been quite ok for me actually. but nvm, im not sure what 2010 is in for me and i hope it will be better. i sincerely wish my family members and myself stay healthy and happy, i think thats the most important to me now, u would know what i mean when i say most important to me. my friends are quite "nice" to me actually. haha. last year, they say in 7 years time they will gather together again, to attend my wake. i was like, wth. ok nvm, i know they are just joking. another thing is, my yss friends say the gf im going to have in future, is sure to be someone who is a clubber n smoker because im not one, they r trying to say opposite attract. sounds logical but i dont wish to tink bout that now. Zzz. anyway i have decided on 1 thing, that is, IM GOING TO LEARN COOKING FROM MY MUM DURING WEEKENDS. haha. so, please only ask me out after 8pm. LOL. my mum is a gd cook actually n i feel bad that i dont know how to make the soup i love to drink?

2009-12-31T22:49:00.001+08:00

My 2009 Round Up

those who followed my blog will know the time for this post has been edited. haha. anyway, heres the round up.

Health

the first half of the year has been ok. but since i ORD at the second half of the year, health has really been very poor. in 6mths, including July, i have taken about 5 to 6 MCs. but, each time im on MC, i was given for 2days of rest. im not sure why too. maybe the doctor sees that i need more time to recover each time i fall sick.

Career

i ORDed on the 9th of July and was offered to stay so i started work again on the 13th. the economy was bad then. finding a job is not so easy. i dont spend much actually so i decided to stay and c wads in for me. its been quite ok for me. and its really nice that my workplace and class is so near to each other. if u r still not sure what private course i took up, i have taken up Advanced Cert in Retail Supervision. i think it would be a great help to me, as i believe my interest is in the retail line. but, as u know, what u study may not means what job u will be holding. im hoping to see if i can finish the current course and take up the Dip in Retail Mgmt and if possible, a Degree? i have only 6mths left on my contract, im still considering if i should stay or go?..

Love

although i met quite a no. of new friends this year but love, has nv been smooth sailing for me. this year is no exception. ppl comes and goes. im always waiting for the right one. like i say, people always met a few wrong ones before the right one. for me, its like, met many wrong ones and not or nv the right ones. actually im not badly in need of a gf. its been gd to be single actually. sounds like sour grapes? ok la. hoping 2010 would be a better year!

2009-12-27T21:35:00.001+08:00

4 days to 2010, 19 days to "Luo Seven" release

ok. Christmas is over. now, welcoming the new year, 2010 soon. ok, i just realised that the year is ending and i havent got some things that i should be getting yet. my shopping list is not very long actually. i seriously prefer buying all this myself with my own money, cos it gives me a satisfactory feeling. haha, and i think its just,

2 more bermudas,
1 more belt,
1 pair of running shoes,
1 pair of soccer shoes,
a few more tops,
a new watch cos mine currently is spoilt etc.

anyway, sometimes its just mixing with the right group of friends. now im like getting ambitious. not sure am i dreaming or abit overly ambitious. i feel like owning a car now. i want to own a car with the money i earned and saved. last time i thought i will do fine with a hatchback, but i hope i will get something better. dont laugh pls. im hoping to build something out of nothing from my ownself. hoping myself will work doubly hard for it. alright, holidays are over. back to sch tomorrow but not work. haha. took leave, not sure if i can wake up for my morning activity tml. gd night ppl. i know, its good to dream.

2009-12-20T19:09:00.001+08:00

羅志祥 2010個人第7張音樂力作, [羅生門] !!

haha! saw the msg in my FB inbox from Show Luo's facebook fan club. his album will be available for preorder on the 22nd of this mth. but its seems only in Taiwan eh. if i didnt rmb wrongly, preorder in Sg always starts later. im so going to HMV for it !! anyway, got hold of news that hes coming to Singapore to promote his new show, Hi, My SweetHeart, which will be showing on Starhub Cable TV !!! w0ot! no doubt, he will be here to also promote his new album at the same time i suppose. haha. but seriously, im not very obsessed with him. im straight ok! haha. its just that i think his songs are real pleasant to the ears plus he is humorous and like i said before, hes an all rounder, sing, host, act, its all in his blood. plus hes real fillal to his mum. cool. okok. i shall stop talking bout him.

Myself

its like also being 2weeks since i last kicked a ball. but i have make it up by running 5km on fridays. im not sure if i should return to gym tml again. oh ya, i realised more n more ppl has been coming up to me saying, if 1 day i just collapse, i would leave with regrets cos im not enjoying life! haha. im not sure how to put it but ya, i suppose everyone knows, i dont club, smoke and i dont really drink. seriously one day, if u catch me in a club, its becos im there to protect someone, not becos im going there to enjoy myself. if u catch me holding a cigarette, its becos im asked to hold it for them, especially for my buddies, Qixian and RongLong, which i dont mind cos i have nth against smokers. if one day u catch me drinking, its becos i really had to entertain and not be a spoilsport. haha. i dont lie, i gain nth.

School's out this week, work is out next week, holidays are in these two weeks!

its a 1 week break from sch this coming week. no doubt i will miss my classmates lor. oh ya, after the test last week, the lecturer admits that she likes to tease me =/ haha. anyway, i still chose to finish up my working leave only next week. i dont think i will be bloggin during midweek, so, Merry Xmas in advance my readers!! hmmm. im not asking anyone for xmas present, i rather my friends save it up although its nice to receive one. i dont ask anything in return for whatever i do eh. i rmb that day, my heart almost sank when i saw that tears are really almost coming out. hmmm. sometimes i dont ask doesnt mean i dont care and, if i say im not worried, its just a lie. like my fb status, to treasure doesnt mean u need, to have. happy the way its is. BUT huh, im not sure why im saying all this though but, happy holidays ppl !! o(^.^)o

2009-12-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

I know quite a no. of ppl has been looking out for this space, will be blogging later !!

2009-12-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

Frustrated at being sick sick sick !! b0o!

i wonder for very long how i should start this post actually. ok, i've been sick since Sat. im not sure if the weather is the cause though. but health continue to slump downhill towards the last quarter of the year eh. it was alright in the earlier months leh. have i aged? LOL. shut up. im feeling better today though. ytd i was thinking of going back to work today although im on 2 days MC. but my fever came back n i dont want to get chased back home from work, again. yes, i wrote "again". anyway, looking forward to pay day though cos, Xmas is coming, have you got the presents ready? not yet for me though. i also have things that i need to buy for myself too. i mean those things i yearned for very long but cant bear to buy? haha. waiting for the UOB card to arrive is just so sian cos i need it to book movie tickets soon. should have applied for it earlier. shiats. oh ya, so cool, i was told i can exchange my POSB Go! card for the new DBS Black Visa Debit Card that is so gorgeous. but it must be done at a DBS branch though. which is like, Yishun doesnt have one =.=" must go till AMK or Toa Payoh before 430pm. yawnz.

Class Class Class

went to class with poor health. mum asked me not to go actually cos there was like bad omen happening. so-called bad omen bah. i was already sick, den i felt giddy, dropped and broke my watch. wa, sianz. but i was glad i turned up for sch though. cos i knew the lecturer was going to teach us the 2nd part of the assignment. met up with classmate and can you believe it, 3 atm machines was emptied eh. so cool. i shall just say i love class ytd. its was fun n great although i was sick, hope i didnt pass my sickness to anyone near me though. in the train, i was lemon and lime throughout from Toa Payoh to Yishun la. haha. den my jaws hurts cos my mouth is like going to cramp from all the laughings and so on. my classmates are really nice ppl honestly. really really hope that we started the class of 25 altogether, we graduate altogether as a class, moreover, its less than half a year left. so fast. full stop.

2009-12-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

Rest In Peace, Cousin

haiis. ok, one of my cousin passed away on the 26th at TTSH. went down to the wake on the following day. actually i still couldnt accept and believe he's gone. he was cheerful and humourous. so, next year's day 2 of CNY, we wont be hearing his jokes and voices, anymore. oh ya, its a wake, but im being shot with questions by my aunts whether i am still single or wad. =/

Into December

so fast, the year is ending soon. its already December before you realised it. i wonder how many ppl look back on wad they had wished or the resolutions they have written at the start of the year, whether it has been achieved. anyway, its like sch on monday again. very routine. so er, i wore RED !! haha. red top and on top of that, i dyed my hair near to a chestnut color, a color i didnt expect it to turn out to be, abit orangy red. anyway, soccer on tues lunchtime. the street soccer court was wet but we still went to play though. i played as a goalkeeper which i normally hate it unless its wet weather, cos i love executing those sliding tackles. at the end of the day, i got 6 blueblacks on the joints and 1 XiaoLongBao on the back of my head. cos when i was coming to a halt while running back to defend, i slipped, fall and landed on my head la. they quickly surrounded me and luckily my head did not split. but i feel like puking though on wednesday night. today seems better as the bump has gone away. thurs was spooky or i shall say, coincidence? something small happened in class. but dont feel like going into detail here though. yesterday which was friday, didnt had anything on, so came home early. its like that in Spore if u dont party n drink and it happens that day theres no gd movies that is showing. oh ya, i love what im seeing but i arent buying though. the specs attracts me alot but not the price! anyway, its 2 different phone.

I hope my POSB Go! Card can change into this. cos black is gorgeous! its just another new debit card

2009-11-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

Entertainment News !

wah. has been watching Hi My Sweetheart by Show Luo and Rainie Yang. its so hilarious lah. seriously, its been quite sometime tat i had a gd laugh lor. its a must watch whether u have cable tv or not. google search on some latest news bout Show Luo, it seems like his new album will be out in DECEMBER !! thats just like one month away only lahs. hope it comes out fast cos his latest songs in the show are really pleasant to the ears. hmmm. just waiting for his company to reveal the preorder date though!

November = rainstorming month

this few weeks keep raining ah. just now also, just a short while only also shiok eh? =.= i hope im recovering well. class was not very gd on monday. lecturer seems like a greenhorn. im surprised though, cos i dont think we are that difficult to handle or understand. Zzz. ok, tuesday was soccer again, no doubt. after that went to the doctor for a review. took leave on wednesday, for a rest n study for the test on thursday. i panicked during the test la. hahaha. i studied almost everything but when i go in, u know i know. but still managed to get through. classmate was really sick but i only had admiration i should say. cos it takes really great determination n willpower to actually travel from home thats so far, to class, n den took the test within a few mins and went back eh. if it was me, i dont think i would even turn up lor. but so far, haha, all the times i on MC for work i still went to sch. LOL. hmmm. hope classmate has already recovered like i do. friday was lone shopping day. ya, i went to ION and Wisma to shop alone la. actually not really shop, just walkabout. one more of my heeren colleague has left the company. thats like sad la. thought still can rejoin them. but i saw one of my squadmate at Topman working. wahaha. couldnt really recall each other at first though. and home.

Something to share as i found it interesting..

http://lifestyle.sg.msn.com/relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3682435

http://lifestyle.sg.msn.com/relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3682436

2009-11-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Rounding up

yes, im blogging again. its time to do a round up this week i suppose. im back! u know what i mean by that i suppose. hmmm. Monday was class, signed attendance and go home. tuesday was soccer day. goals galore. i scored too many goals that i lost count. wahaha. n the opponents were frustrated. wednesday was the run on the gym's threadmill, 40mins mind u. my left knee is badly damaged now n heavily depends on the knee guard. u might say i deserve it for recurring that injury, but dont tell me when i cant run anymore, then i regret for not running? ok craps. haha. friday was cool la. watch movie with colleagues. the experience was great i thought. i dont want to elaborate what happened but i shall just say like wad i put in my facebook status, i have seen it, handled it, heard it and its only the first time im experiencing it. so cool. after the movie, saw another group of colleagues la. they say i looked emo. actually, im just very tired cos i tend to slp early though i have experience nightlife before NS. hahaha. but seriously, if someone or a group goes out with me, i always try to make them feel the money is spend worthwhile. saturday meaning today, is my rest day. so is tomorrow for monday's school. sigh. weather is bad, stay healthy n keep warm my friends !

2009-11-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

31/10/09 - 1/11/09

Sad past. for those who read the posts, thanks for the concern n such. for those who do not, too bad. hmmm. its just another bad past experience.

2009-10-25T11:52:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was like a dream, too good to be true

ytd night, someone saw a different side of me. totally different. im not going to say where i went but i only reached home this morning at 6am, still quite awake. its been long since i did all those things i shall say, especially reaching home early morning. but im very happy i did, i enjoyed myself. there was no holdback for me, just felt comfortable, cos i know its been so long tat i cant recall when was the last time im so happy.

i started to think. i hav completed my ns, so its not a burden anymore to maybe u, me, she, they or who and i hav also left it at the back of my mind. i have started working too, and studying. i think everything is quite stable. there was nth to worry about, so far. not even close friend, i mean everybody knows how i treat the opposite sex. no, i dont think they r the weaker sex but they just deserve more respect. i long realised nobody is perfect. some have money but cant buy love, some hav no money and they r loved. u cant hav both worlds at the same time.

but im sure to say, if she builds a sandcastle for me, i will build a mansion for her. if she wants the stars in the sky, i wont get it for her, ppl those who say will go up and grab it down is a lie, its too impossible, for me, i will just make one for her =))

2009-10-21T15:05:00.003+08:00

bad injury

soccer was ok except the matches has to end with my injury. played at lunchtime, one more goal from either side to seal the win. with the game tie at 4-4, i smashed home at near post with an expense, a left knee injury plus right leg cramp. i managed to go pass my 2 opposition then suddenly another 1 came sliding it without my attention la, but the ball already went in to seal the match. in the end, he called my right leg which ended in a cramp and when i was falling, i landed on my weaker left knee la, now its badly swollen n i had to take 2 days mc. sian. its been very long since i took mc le lor. Zzz. luckily, my block's every storey landing lift is open for public le lor. i guess this means its easier for Santa this xmas. ok, i know its lame.

Before

After

2009-10-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hospitality or Retail?

its just like 1month plus into my retail advanced cert. im not sure whether im thinking abit too far right now. cos im in a dilemma between getting a private diploma in hospitality or tourism after the course ends in 8mths time. sigh~ actually it would be wonderful if i can concentrate fully on my course cos now i hav to juggle it with work. its definitely hectic. im thinking about the 1week fulltime or 2weeks parttime Certified Service Professional course. the last time i had to choose between work n studies, i chose work. well, i hope half a year later i would be able to make a decision.

2009-10-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

Not a partyboyz

when u start to read this post, u will realised ur weekend has been halved. ahah. ya, i dont party. actually in sg u cant do much after midnite except party the night out at clubs or having a drink at pub. not forgetting theres also movies at cineleisure. but lucky im staying at somewhere theres are 24hrs eateries. going out soon later to hav supper. i dont think it will be fattening for me since alot of ppl has commented that i hav lost quite some weight since sch starts. haiis.

Ugly scene

ytd i tot i was quite shock at wad happen in the train. or mayb, its has happened to others but not yet to me. cos i had a tiring Thurs, i was hoping for a seat in the oncoming empty train with the morning crowd. i got in and the crowd was quick and i saw 1 seat left in the middle. i was like, 1 to 2 steps to sitting down when suddenly a middle-aged guy, was lightning fast and got the seat instead !! i was like, shocked and turned away la. irritated by the act. he acted as if he bought that seat for a million dollars. ok, perhaps its my fault, i didnt wear a placard that im tired or tat im having a niggling knee injury. haiis. tats life for u perhaps. deep in my heart, i was like convincing myself that hes got a more worst situation den me seriously tats y he wanted that seat so badly. cos i really need the seat tat day if not normally i will stand in the train even if possible

if u wonder hows sch been for me

i would say more or less, there r stresses here and there. life is about stress also i shall say. the first module has jus ended. classes r on mondays and thursdays. so the first module is like, test on alternate weeks cos its one week study, one week test because there r no exams? haa. the 2nd module jus started few days ago. it was certainly very dry and the lecturer was like trying her best not to let it be. she wanted to call me bryan as i did not have an english name, i told her tat i would go home and think about it and then let her know. as fast as i ended my line, the class burst into laughter. anyway, i havent really think bout a name though. ok, monday no test, but i hope lesson doesnt end at 10plus, again..

2009-10-11T08:26:00.002+08:00

Sports, Studies and Work

its been hectic. quite a no. of ppl really said that i have lost some weight. perhaps and the most likely reason is because of studies. since sch starts, hav been taking class test every fortnightly. its like, after 2 lesson, will be followed with 2 test. sigh~ actually i think i would be able to cope if the test doesnt happen too frequently. now, im playin with the thoughts of quitting my job and fully concentrate on my studies. well, i dono, shall see how. maybe i will continue 1 more month before makin any decisions.

2009-10-02T20:33:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad !!

2009-09-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME !!

2009-09-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally, its September

wah. i finally can blog liao. cos i can c the text toolbar, dono wad happened. cant c them when i wan to post few days back. ok, i don really like tis particular mth as the years goes by. cos im really feelin old n health seems to go downhill? haa. anyway, watched Final Destination 4 last weekend, doesnt seems to be tat interesting. had a drink at the open sky kopitiam n went home. haa. alot of things is going round in my mind. n these things will cos changes in my life i believe. needs to tinker. September onwards will be tough. sigh. lets c wad else. nth much in particular i think. oh ya, i jus wan to make a point, i need no presents. thanks all !! =)

2009-08-22T20:16:00.001+08:00

Next new thing

if u tink i hav stopped blogging u r wrong. haha. its jus tat its tough to keep posting everyday. i guess nobody really visit my blog nowadays. tis past week, was alittle busy n tiring. maybe bcos of the weather. hmmm. i realised one thing, try to hav something to look forward to during weekday, n before u know it, u r looking at weekend. met up with my ite simei classmate. went to ION n walkabout, had a meal n tats all. cos it was a last min decision to meet up, movie was not in the list. ION was really, big. i din realised i changed alot till my frien brought it up. like, i became more thrifty. its been a few mths, or even half a year since i last bought anything for myself? i really wonder wads the next new thing to drop into my wardrobe. hmmm.

2009-08-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

GI Joe : Rise Of The Cobra

wah. the movie was great. i will put it on par with Transformers. went to watch with Ronglong n Qixian for the 950pm show. met up ard near 845pm. saw Hantian @ Cine L4. it was great to c old sec schmates again !! for the past 2 days, i saw Alson, Christine, Joanna, ytd was Hantian. im waiting for a sec sch chalet. no doubt it will be difficult to get everyone to come cos each hav our own new friends n life, but i suppose, majority will still come. anyway, after the movie, went to hav supper at the open-sky kopitiam. till now im still not sure whether if theres a restroom, so went back to cine to use the restroom. haha. while crossin the traffic, saw Kanu & Zee so went to disturb them, pretendin to ask for directions. lol. went to take NR1 n saw Kelvin Pan. haha. tats tat.

Randomness

mayb jus alittle frustrated. maybe cos im old-fashioned? theres a plannin for a meetup with sometime-not-in-touch de friends. the plan is, drinkin session. i abit expected it, but i don understand, y catchin up hav to involve alcohol or liquor?? cant it be jus some dinner or buffet. well, anyway, im still thinkin wad items to buy first in my wants n needs which i post tat time. n now im almost on the verge of "pok gai" liao. haha. cos last mth de NS pay n tis month den pay i haven get. haiis. last but not least..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!
Happy Birthday Foo Yiting =)

2009-07-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

-

its been since awhile i last blog. i wonder if blogger is havin some errors or my laptop is cos i cant c my text editiing toolbar. sometimes it really takes great motivation to blog n also, reasons to blog. well, started my job on the 13th n 2weeks hav passed. maybe i shld have taken a long break. haiis. anyway, my application for Dip In Retail Management is neither accepted nor rejected. i was told tat everythin was fine except, i do not hav supervisory experience. i was advised to take the cert related to tat first. been considerin a few days and asked around for opinions. guess i would accept the suggestion n take the 6mths long advanced cert in retail supervisory before the Dip. haiis. tat means another amount to be spend n i hav so many things in my mine to buy. guess jus hav to wait though. its also been quite awhile since i last play sports, i hope maybe this week i can get to play soccer although my left knee is not in the best condition to do so. but wad to do, dont tell me when i cant play soccer den sit there n regret when still can play, i din play? lols. anyway, slpin soon though. hope to blog again soon.

2009-07-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

NS July 2007 - July 2009

ORD lo !! Wahs. finally, was waiting for these day freaking long!!

2009-07-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

333rd post

ok, Transformers 2 during last weekend was cool. tats y i hav the urge to shout Optimus Prime back to live when he falls. well, tats wad i told those who watched with me. Qixian, Charles n Ronglong. haha. but wad happened later, i don wan to mention it. its toopid. went for medical ytd at Northpoint @ 11am. finally reached home only @ around 2pm. i tot it was jus awhile but. nah. i went there, got my no. n wait for quite awhile before its my turn. n den finally its my turn for those test etc. erm, im actually weighing at around 63kg n standin at 1.79m ! tat means i lost 2kg n gained 1cm. huh. sounds so weird. nvm bout tat. den around 12pm, the doc told me i hav to go to the polyclinic to hav my x-ray. yes, its abit far n i walked all the way down there n they told me, they r goin for lunch n i cant register for a no. i was like. wad to do lahss. den i went to 925 to hav the chicken rice which i hav always been craving for. i took a seat, n its lunchtime, if i get off my seat n put tissue papers on the table, tats very no gd, wad if the crowd sweeps it away. haha. so, i took out my money n left my wallet n handphone on the table !! but i keep havin them at view while ordering lahss. den after tat went back to the polyclinic lor. walk here n there. dono travel how many km by foot lor. haiis, i realised one thing, my left knee, is greatly weakened day by day because of the injury 6yrs ago. its so weak tat it hurts more often den before. i hope i will get well soon. i wonder y i haven receive tat 1 important phone call. *fingers crossed* n lastly, i dono y its like so hard to, u know? haiis. night~

2009-07-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

4 places

argh. went out ytd. no choice. hav to go tanjong pagar to sign tat contract. but subject to medical clearance. ok, i almost lost my way. actually im quite impressed by myself recently. cos i does all these alone. go for the test, toa payoh. den ytd, went tanjong pagar, headed to Raffles Shopping Centre, then headed to The Cathay and then Centrepoint. wahaha. ya, 4 places, 3malls, too stingy, so only bought 1 small item. haha. din buy any clothes although visited Esprit. got to manage my money well sia, if not wait i "pok" how? tinkin back, i almost lost my way at tanjong pagar n had to ask around, like tourist like tat. don doubt me pls, im a true blue singaporean. yes lah !! finally will be watching the much waited transformers 2, tonight, 915pm !! my last movie was Night At The Musuem 2 lahss. so, catch me at cineleisure tonight. n im not watchin alone. yeayea. n we r sittin side by side. not front n back. wahahaha. nvm. if u don know, im ORDing on the 9 of July and im clearing my leave till then. w00t !! date me out ppl !! Stay Happy !!

Coincidence?

OFFICIAL : Manchester United signs Michael Owen on a 2 year contract
OFFICIAL : Company signs me on a 1 year contract

2009-07-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday

waha !! ytd woke up at around 615am to prepare the trip down to Redhill for the Workplace Literacy And Numeracy test. reached there about 810am, far from the scheduled 9am. but i was glad i reached early cos if i reached 10mins later, i would hav been caught in the heavy rain, as the route to the place has no shelter walkways and the skies was already covered with darkness like doom has come. wahahaha. i took bout 3hrs to complete the test. my result was i shall say, ok for a first timer? For reading, i got 6, numeracy 6 and listening 7. the highest level is 8 though. so i considered myself ok for the result i had, although i was hopin to get a 8 for one of the 3. the test is not tat easy though all r multiple choices. becos all the 4 options r way too close, any one of it can be the answer. after the test, went to hav lunch at a nearby coffeeshop cos i hav to make my way down to HDB Hub.. to be continued..

Today

nth much. stayed at home for tat much needed rest. cos for the past few days i was clueless wad will be out for the test. so i jus touch up some of my maths, as u know, my maths is.. haha. went down with mum to get some groceries. end~

Tomorrow

sigh~ i tot im clearin leave now n i would be relax and free from anythin related to work. but a called from Vital came in today. i hav to go down to sign the letter of appointment plus a medical checkup before i start work on the 13th. will be going down to Tanjong Pagar to do all tat. hav to reach at 2pm. din know i hav to go through so many procedures. n im on leave leh. sians. tink might be doin some shoppings for myself. i always write here i will treat myself better but in the end, i nv go shop. wahaha. *lights off*

2009-06-27T09:57:00.003+08:00

Back blogging

time to blog again. been too tired to blog recently. abit busy too. ok, i hav called the centre at Redhill on Monday to apply for the Workplace Literacy And Numeracy test. it will be on 1st July at 9am, but must reach early for registration plus bring passport cos my IC is not with me lahss. been flippin the 10yr series sia. scary but lookin forward to it. tuesday was soccer day at noon was ok. the weather is improving alittle i tot. oh, i still went for a haircut after work n soccer. normally im too tired to do anythin else after all tat, but not this time. not sure y though, maybe im used to it already. Wednesday was my younger bro de bday !! jus gave him a little something n later today, pizza !! haha. thurs was fastfood day for lunch, treats by colleagues, kind of farewell for those completing NS n a welcoming for those who jus joined. i tink the only consolation is, i hav got to know many nice NSF n some regulars. fri was a fast one cos of some ceremonies n celebrations at the later half of the day.

Just some thoughts

i tink tat someone tat ridicule me for gettin a job at where im now, is an insult, seriously. its a disrespect i did not c it comin. but i always believe what goes around, comes around. n to another someone, please do not put words into my mouth at wad i din say, jus for your own benefit. seriously, these actions disgust me.

2009-06-24T22:10:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Brother !!

2009-06-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

Bye Weekend !!

weekend is endin in like 1hrs time ppl. i din go anywhere. but i tink alot of thinkin had to be done cos im the completion of my NS in less than 2weeks. like i said very long before, the only time i can relax myself is when im aslp. cool. ok, anyway, Eunice is goin to ROM soon, somemore on my bday, 09/09/09. i don tink its a surprise bahs. shes been with her bf for quite long. n the date chosen for ROM, i tink many have chosen also, we jus need to stick to the news on tat day n u will know. so, whos next?? argh. love has been faraway from me, n has been further, perhaps, was nv near. who cares right? oh ya, found alot of pri n sec sch friends in facebook. so happy to get in touch with them again. they changed alot, i mean as in appearance. haa. cos its been ages tat i seen them. oh well, gd nite. time to switch off the lights, laptop n, my brain.

2009-06-21T00:30:00.002+08:00

Studying plans might suffer setback

haiis. feels really down. when i finally set my heart out n decide to study, obstacles come. cos i went to the web to find out more bout WorkPlace Literacy and Numeracy (WPLN) level test. if i din interpret wrongly, it says tat i hav to complete my NS before i can take the test. damn. i was still thinkin to hav it tis or next week lahss. cos if im not wrong, when my new job starts the leave can only take effect after 3mths? n surely the test is goin to be a weekday lor. i wont be able to meet the 3 Aug deadline for the intake ( tat is if i pass the test ). becos the test result must be send over with relevant information or certs 5weeks before the Dip commences. sigh! im goin to giv them a call on Monday to c if they can make an exception to let me take earlier? now im not sure whether im makin the right decision on you-know-what. cos my previous colleague whom i worked with, was sent to the test, by her company. haiis

2009-06-20T14:49:00.005+08:00

During Tuesday..

ok, im here to update. i dono how many r waiting to c how entertainin isit. but i think its goin to be a wordy post. tuesday went to play soccer despite a weakened knee n i got "rewarded" for it. hahaha. i went to block a powerful shot from my frien n it smashed my weaker left knee n its so bad tat, i hav not walked home from the interchange since tat day, n the blue black has surfaced, now, the blueblack looks like a shape of the soccer ball tat day.

Pray for me, will u?

hmmm. i hope u will. cos i hav applied for a job, if everythin goes smoothly, i will be startin as soon as 10 July. n the job is, im stayin where im now. hahaha. of cos salary will be different. i tink work will be hectic for me, those who know me will know y. n finally, i hav decided to turn my attention to studies !! will be applyin for parttime studies at Singapore Institute Of Retail Studies (SIRS) for Diploma in Retail Management n if time permits, i wan all the certs they offer n, also, apply with MDIS for Diploma In Tourism n Hospitality management. shockin? haha. i always hav a strong interest in sales n retail line, tat explains y i chose SIRS. for the latter choice, its bcos i always maintained the distinction for combined humanities n tats my interest too, plus, i always like jobs tat include customer service. BUT, to enter SIRS, i must first pass the WorkPlace Literacy and Numeracy (WPLN) level test, im goin to arrange a date with them soon to go down for the test, asap. hope everything will go accordin to plan smoothly. n thks for those who always encouraged me to go back to study.

Hello Tampines One Esprit?? WELCOME TO ESPRIT !!

one day, i still hope i can go back to Esprit. serious. cos its somethin im familiar with n i always love workin there. especially in town n not to forget, the 1 day at Bugis. hahaha. alot hav changed in there i believe, afterall its 2yrs since i left the company for NS. went to visit the outlet at United Sq n saw Mira !! got hold of the info where my once area manager is. hes now at Tampines One !! how come i din c him when i went there la. no luck. n finally, " Welcome to Esprit !! " =)

If u missed the part of the charity show of Show Luo..

TRANSFORMERS 2 opens this week, anyone???
i hav not been smsing someone for sometime..

i feel like watching it next coming weekend, anyone wan watch with me? haa. im guess i'll be shopping soon on the same day too. i need to treat myself better for being ill-treating myself for the past 2years. new clothes, shoes etc. im sure i wont break the bank. haa. tickets r sellin fast like hotcakes, let me know soon, if not, i will be watchin alone, again? Zzz.

2009-06-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

?

all i can say about the bad days were tat, things got out of hand. its shldnt be like tat, happened openly. one of my friends once told me, the most powerful person in the world is someone who can make a mountain out of a molehill. i din believe in the past, but now i would. n i realised. anyway, it was surprisin to c some concern from ppl i don really mixed everyday with. period. the thing happened on like Wednesday n then when Thursday came, new problem comes. its really so bad tat i took hours off to head back home. if not, im not sure how many ppl will be hit by my "missiles". most of the times i realised, the problem doesnt lie with me. yawns. gd nite ppl. tml's post will be more entertainin? i hope.

2009-06-17T16:48:00.003+08:00

THE BAD DAY CONTINUES TODAY !! i really dono wad to say. jus, too much. haiis. feelin so down (>.<)

2009-06-17T00:43:00.005+08:00

REALLY HAD A BAD DAY and that the award doesnt neutralise it !!!

2009-06-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Monday = 慢 day

today is abit slow. but im not feeling the blues, i mean Monday blues. tml is soccer day but im not sure whether shld i play? tell me !! roar !! cos my left knee is in a badly weakened condition, might hav problems walkin properly after the game. it somehow looks like injured, but not injured oso. aiya. to be decided tml la. hoho. someone is neglecting health for work, no gd no gd. will giv some spank spank !! haha !! Get well soon !!

手心 - 卓文萱

在手心里的爱, 你是否放得开?

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/184752ht.htm

我一個人徘徊在我們的海
閉上眼我還記得那一天看見的藍
愛距離也分不開
你送的貝殼還在呼喚
在耳邊答應要給我未來
那一天手心裡的愛我放不開
等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐
握緊了手心裡的愛我勇敢了起來
當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說別再走開
我跟寂寞在比賽等你帶我
手牽手一起去看全世界最美的海
淚不可以掉下來
我學著向日葵擡起頭
等待著最親愛的你回來抱著我稱讚我的勇敢
Ooh--- 貝殼握在手心靜靜的變得溫暖就像是握住一點點答案
Oh--- 那一天手心裡的愛我放不開
等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐
握緊了手心裡的愛我勇敢了起來
當我祈禱的時候天使都不在
當我痛苦的時候也只好習慣
當你回來的時候我一定要跟你說別再別再走開

2009-06-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

男人不乖, 女人不爱

i saw this newspaper article today. i only noticed the title, din read the content. tats y i say, if u tink im a gd guy, hold my hand n nv let go, don tell me im too gd for u but jus treasure me.

Add on from yesterday

i left out a few things ytd. its been sometime since i last visited Cine. when i was at somerset with Mr Ronglong, the escalator up to the city shifted, the speed is of it oso hav gone up now. when we decide to visit Centrepoint, we saw the new gigantic shoppin mall opposite them, OrchardCentral. but din went in cos i tink many shops were not up n runnin yet. not forgettin, botak jones, is oso at the open sky kopitiam near cine !! things change, so do ppl..

为你写首歌 - 罗志祥

当你爱上一个人, 你做什么事情, 都是会为了她..

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/313937ht.htm

天都快亮了抱你的手却还不想撤在拉扯
两地的分隔忍住眼泪电话的胡扯好不舍
那个寂寞我从没说过
好像我的爱情向世界公布
哼着唱着为你写首歌让时间定格
因为你我认识快乐
想念你的吻
我为你写的歌甜蜜的附和
我想你我爱你
是认定的选择哦
幸福的记得彼此的心紧密的集合
都值得你曾说过要我为你写首歌
我把思念的心全部写在这哼着唱着
为你写的歌我唱的认真
但如果没你的掌声赢了又如何
我为你写的歌有你的快乐
我想你我爱你是认定的选择
为你写的歌我唱的认真
但如果没你的掌声赢了又如何
我为你写的歌有你的快乐
我想你我爱你是认定的选择
我想你我爱你是认定的选择
我只想好爱你

2009-06-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

Something to say, no-one to share?

another workin week ended. closer to ORD. anyway, almost fall out of the train twice when goin to work. my left knee is like, totally weakened, too much sports. but hey, my arm is gettin better. okok, i know, my body is i would say, partially occupied by sports injuries. p00f~ got my hands on work again cos my understudy is on MC la. haa. i only had sports on tues tis week. i shld run more when i still can.

today waiting for Mr Ronglong to meet me at Novena MRT. den went to take a short walk to United Square. requested by him lor. i told him i look toopid cos i work near the area, hav lunch there often, still, can shop there at nite. its like, i haven had enough lor. haa. after tat wanting oso arrived den decided hav McDonalds. bumped into Sec Sch friens. tats all i feel like sayin. but later on went townwards with Ronglong la. its like very long since i went there, half a year ago? the gigantic mall, Orchard Central looks to be operating already. sigh~ walked here, walked there, everywhere couples, i was like, Zzz. so lovin la. haiis. but im sure tat 1 day IF im attached, it wont be bcos i wan to be attached, im serious. there will be love. i tink im too nice to some ppl, too nice till they took things for granted n when i left, they will then rmb, i was around before. anyway, town, frightens me with couples. but i found out something. when someone looks at u, u can feel it, try recalling if u hav tis kinda of situation before, im sure u do hav tis feel too.

幸福不灭 - 罗志祥

i believe, 灰姑娘不一定要穿玻璃鞋, 骑白马的不一定是你的王子..

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/305199ht.htm

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律
听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回应
没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴
你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记
CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你
Ibelieve CauseIbelieve 那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的意义
OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃 Wo~~

2009-06-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

存在 - 5566

when the sun sets, the moon shone, the lights went off, u can hear urself typing from ur keyboard n the sounds of crickets, u know, u r alone. 每一个人,都在等一个人. 我也在等着那个人.. 只是我等的那个人, 也许并不知道我在等她, 不知道我的存在..

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/77937ht.htm

你说着　我听着　像海浪打着　沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐　连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着　你说着　像刀子划的　隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则　所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着　我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着　我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

2009-06-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

自我催眠 - 罗志祥

痛真的会少一些 ?

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/249524ht.htm

人群裡面那個我把幸福遺落
那曾經走過的路口我停了你卻走
我想摀住我的耳朵聽不見你說
愛就在此刻鬆手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背對背的走
原來怪我沒有
沒有愛情的天分你才要走
我想要學會自我催眠
痛覺會少一些
潛意識作祟想著想到失眠
我躺在沒有你的房間
寂寞更加明顯
我漸漸的自我催眠
卻回不到從前
等著紅燈那個我還會向前走
也許那幸福的執著在下一個路口
專屬鈴聲我還留著卻靜靜沉默
在我們之間愛了放了散了
我會不說不想說
怕說了也沒有用
現在我的幽默
只是掩飾著心痛我的難過
我想要學會自我催眠
痛覺會少一些
潛意識作祟想著想到失眠
我躺在沒有你的房間
寂寞更加明顯
我漸漸的自我催眠
卻回不到從前
我想要學會自我催眠
聰明再多一些
潛意識作祟想著想到失眠
我走在沒有你的世界
卻走不到永遠
我漸漸的自我催眠
慢慢閉上雙眼

2009-06-09T22:54:00.002+08:00

Drained

today was ok. the feeling of work now is like im back to retail line. haa. if u wan to know y, u can ask me yourself. hmmm. went for soccer durin lunch. ok, i still hav difficulty raisin my right arm seriously. unless i force it up. soccer was like, i dono y i was like tat. i tink they saw the me they nv saw before when playin. those trickery turns n runs. i once read a book on sports, if u hav a chance to go on goal, jus take it. my frien wrote, its 100% u missed those shots u don take. today, i took everythin, i jus keep scorin n runnin like venting my frustrations on the ball. sigh~ anyway thks for the concern ppl. i hope i will be jus fine. whether its my gastric, right arm, left knee or my mood. haiis~ tired of everythin n, many misses..

爱转角 - 罗志祥

不是每一个转角你都会遇到爱, 不是每个灰姑娘,都能找到属于自己的鞋 =)

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/138411ht.htm

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我
就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我
就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

2009-06-08T22:08:00.007+08:00

Short and.. Bitter?

decided to do away the last post as many question has been posed to me, findin out whos my gd frien. haa. ytd was, i dono how to describe it. mayb, lost. perhaps. its seems like a wrong step. not goin to go exact into the details. but i saw Salehin ytd, my sec schmate. well, i tink tats the only thing to cheer about. i wasnt really surprised that i saw someone familiar cos i was at the shoppin mall from around 1plus to near 6pm. n only had a bottle of barley before returnin home with headaches. was pourin at yishun at noontime but when i got to my destination, its way too sunny. p00f~ dono wad went wrong but ytd left me dumbfounded n totally down. theres no response today, here n there. well. hopin tml will be better. gastric pain still keep attackin. i still cant raise my right arm. argh~

几分 - 罗志祥

was listening to this song the whole day. n when i stop listenin tis song, it repeats in my mind.

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/132432ht.htm

不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真
所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论..

2009-06-05T21:48:00.001+08:00

Its the smiles i see, its all that matters

hmmm ok. i was able to knocked off 2hrs early from work today lahss. but i still reached home late. hahaha. its like tat. ok, if i say im wasnt worried when i saw the sms the day before ytd, it would be a lie. a big fat lie. so i decided tis mornin to take 2hrs off to go down n giv a surprise. cos 2days back was bout bad moods n empty stomach etc. so i decided to go down to TM. i tink its a fact that i would be more likely to "misplace" myself lookin for directions at daytime den nighttime, i haven figure out y thou. haha. nvm bout that. i was prepared to buy some refreshment up to the shop, but before that, i need to explore where is my gd friend de working shop, afterall its been 4yrs since i last stepped into Tampines? alot has changed. ok, i managed to find the shop finally n so coincidentally, it was breaktime for gd friend. eerie la. eeeeeerie can !! cos i jus reached n meant to giv a surprise la. hahaha. but ok la, lucky din buy food cos i was told tat its not allowed in the store. went together for drinks n food althou i din eat. had a hearty chat. the weather was gd too n, i din know carryin a tissue around for guys represents something till today. alamak, still no photos leh.

after tat went to take the circle line, decided to pay a visit to my last non-colleague movie marathon partner, sweets. tat dates all the way back to January since we last met? haha. but findin the toilet was my first priority. wahaha. circle line was ok la, not much things around to explore cos its still new, n its not really circle yet. i din "misplace" myself, cos its already nite by then. hahaha. forget bout tat, my frien was workin luckily. jus tried my luck actually. had a real short chat cos i haven had my dinner. sweets is still the same. a nice person. haaa. i don like been hi-bye friends seriously. at the end of the day, honestly, if i haven injured my knee badly durin sports at secondary sch, i would continue to do wad im doin now. n again, at the end of the day, i did wad i did bcos, i care.

2009-06-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

BE BACK TML FOR LATEST POST ABOUT TODAY !! =)

2009-06-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

Daydreaming Is A New Experience

hahah. i know tis post title sounds weird, please read between the lines. haha. anyway, its been tiring new few days. ytd back from work n soccer, i decided to bathe n then rest my legs on the bed. suddenly i found myself "faint" in bed till tis morning. hahaha. today was basketball, its been long since i played bball. theres too many ppl playin today. each game i played, i jus keep runnin n runnin, i realised my stamina hav increased over the months. im lovin it. at the end of the day, im alone when going home. nobody to ask whether r we meeting, where to hav dinner etc. i know it sounds sad, things like tat takes 2 hands to clap, and often, im clappin my own hand if u know wad it means. gd nite ppl. im slpin.

2009-06-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

You will find your happiness =)

ok. last weekend seriously tortured me. anyway, travelled east to watch Terminator Salvation n Night at The Museum 2 at Ehub. c00l, i kn0cked 0ff at 5pm but only watch them at 910pm n 1150pm. cab home after 0230. i ought to watch Night At The Museum 2 again? hahah. cos i slept after 15mins and woke up to watch the last 15mins? allo, i 0ld already la. haha. but, on Sat morning, i woke up due to gastric pains n feeling slightly hot in temperature, by evenin, fever. slept almost the whole day. sunday was more alright though. oh ya, i happened to c MingGang's sms jus now, her gf msgEd him that she missed him. suddenly i realised, im always the one sending to the special one. well, now no more special one for now. soccer tml, ORDING THIS MONTH END !!weee !! i know la. no pics yet can. maybe next time, or next next time? i tink it will come if someday i can ask a person to watch movie with me but i will buy the seat behind while the other buy the seat infront of me even there r other available seats beside one another. wahahah

2009-05-28T21:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks, Zheng Wanlin =) (ok i deserve a slap for putting the surname wrong at first. wahaha)

waha, im still counting on, bout 18hrs plus without slp. yawns. im guess im fallin soon. anyway, woke up to watch the cup final. my fav team lost. anyway, thanks wanlin (i hope i spelt it right) !! ya, we chatted online from 2am plus till like 6am, accompanied me throughout the match. hahas. it was a very nice chat. there was humour, care n concern, teasing etc. we were talkin bout marriage. wahaha. aiya, den tis mornin saw my another colleague from another dept, he was like askin why i look so tired, isit bcos went out with gf at late night. lol. ya, as if, I HAVE NO GF lahs. den he went on to compliment bout my current looks, how come no gf. wahaha. so did Eunice when we were chatting at her shop (her bf is goin to kill me if he sees tis =X). their compliments made my day. who don like compliments right? anyway, like wad i told wanlin, relationship takes 2 hands to clap. i tink im takin it real slow althou i really love kids n will jump at the idea of gettin married. say young not young le, cos a few of my friends at my age already married. say old, oso not very old, only 22+. 今天谁要嫁给我? hahaha

2009-05-24T13:31:00.003+08:00

Randomly random

seriously i dono wad to post nowadays. i tink work should not be inside my post from now on. ask me n i will tell u y. anyway, fri, ShiJie done somethin tats so unbelievable. ahahaha. i was chattin with SoonKeong at the pantry at their level. suddenly ShiJie smsEd me say he goin for a course. den by the time i walked to his table, hes already gone. i was stunned. hahaha. bcos the course i helped him register is on 29th, not 22th, he jus guessed is either of the friday n went. i called him several times before he picked up the phone n i told him tat. laughed in the phone sia. its time to look back. its been months since i went to town !!! argh~ shits. im not sure movie tml or weekend man. on the other hand, i've been thinkin on tryin the circle line. hahaha. plus plus, a few thoughts. oh ya, the cup final is here soon, wonder shld i take time off to watch. hmmm. shall decide soon. sorry for always posting posts without pics. cos nobody takes photo with me leh !! haha

2009-05-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum !!

2009-05-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

Finally..

tomorrow onwards i can slow down my pace on "work". cos my understudy will be comin in to learn the ropes n takeover from me !! so happy la. its tough, its really tough tis years. i hav endure real long n hav long waited for this day to come la. i cleared my drawers n clean my desk thoroughly, so that when he comes tml, he will hav a clean n conducive environment to work at. guess will hav a busy day ahead with sports durin noon tml. woohoo !!

Congratulations to all the winners !!

ya. Manchester United, Barcelona n Inter Milan, with the latter 2, not havin to kick a ball n became champions.

Anyone free this weekend for Night At The Museum 2?

2009-05-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

i will blog tomorrow. do come back !!

2009-05-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

Wants and Needs - 排名不分先后

actually i need many things right now eh.

a new job - the current one is u know. ya.
ipod nano - its freakin bored that u jus stared at blank space when u travel to work
repair my watch - the strap is coming off, looks like an antique watch now
a pair of soccer boots - its been sometimes that i play soccer at sunday evenin on the field,
a pair of street soccer shoes - the running shoe is too heavy for soccer
a pair of sports short - so that i can exercise more,
a few new shirts - the old ones, the colors r fading or is turnin yellow? haha
a new pair of office shoes - my shoes r already spoilt last year n im still wearing it, when it rains, wow
a cooling fan for my laptop - more sudden shutdowns due to hot weather plus hours of usage
a casual blazer - for future upcoming formal events, weddin etc, no more tshirts please

for your info, i really cant afford to spend on all these right now. hahahaha.

Family Birthday Presents

ya, times flies. its time to tinker again. for parents will be blender machine n a new wallet plus an ipod nano for my younger bro. i love my family members. period

2009-05-11T22:24:00.005+08:00

EInvoice United FC

yeah !! finally, the person whos goin to take over the reins from me has come !! hes goin to succeed me from July 9 onwards. but he'll be my understudy only from the 19th of May though. so excited n happy !! its like, finally my reign is over. no, there is no power struggle, jus some warlords r.. u know. ya, n tat has made ruling very tough. hahaha. wadever it is, 2mths till contract ends !!

jus now watched the Michelle n SC's wedding on tv. so envy la. its like so grand. sigh. make me jealous sia. 3days, 2 wedded couples, 1 couple r my friends, another is jus celebs. really makes me feel like gettin married too lor. but im still single la. suddenly i don understand y, more n more ppl r hopin to c me get married soon. the latest is OLD MAN, PSK leh, ask me mine when. haha. ytd like losin slp, slept at 12am, woke up jus now at 5am. wad the hell. wahaha !! sorry friens, i hav no pics to upload leh.

2009-05-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to Dennis and Sherline !!

jus reached home not long ago from their wedding banquet. its the 1st time i attend my own friend's wedding. previous times was my relatives. i tot, time really flies, its like only ytd i heard the sch's bell ringing, today, its my friend's wedding bells ringing n i know, its jus 1 of the beginning of many. hes the same age with me though. it was held at miramar, my 1st time attendin a friend's wedding dinner. met Eeren at Bt Batok before Prem came to giv us a ride there. thanks Prem !! mixed emotions as i saw the newly wedded couple. the montage. envy them so fast found their love, happy tat they wedded, sad that time really flies. the montage was like back to the past. their preschool photos, to now. oh ya, my squadmates sittin around the same table was wonderin when it my turn. please, im not even attached ok! hmmm. if there is any photos, will upload them here cos i forgot to bring my camera !! argh. but overall, i enjoyed myself, the wedding dinner cum gathering of a few squadmates. we must gather someday.

2009-04-26T11:51:00.005+08:00

Carlos Tevez situation - To stay or to leave?

time flies. im left with less than 3mth before i ORD. knowin the economy is quite bad now, im still hopin to get a job outside actually. let me tell u y. i only hav an 'O' level n half Higher Nitec cert to my name right now. if i stay, i need to start from low, n the pay is average cos of my qualification, ya. unless i go for further studies via parttime. which means, stay = low risk of retrenchment + average pay. if i leave, likelihood i will rejoin Esprit if they still need staffs. leave = high risk of retrenchment + slightly above average pay + commission. how? anyway, went for ORD checkup on Thurs. everythin is like so fast, jus went for enlistment checkup, now ORD checkup. hmmm. hitch a ride on Prem's car for the checkup though. after tat went to hav lunch at SIM before returnin back to, work..

2009-04-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

I injured my left knee badly, this day, 6yrs ago..

2009-04-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

300th Post !!

its been a long long way to achieve 300 posts. haha. thks for those who frequent my blog, if there is anyone who does. havin been tellin ppl around me the moment i misses most is sec sch times. jus wake up, go sch, go home, homework or shall i say schwork. cos rmb the times goin to sch early in the mornin, sittin one end of the bball court copying each others undone homework. nth else to tink about. post secondary life is another thing. sigh~

ok, i know its gettin abit borin but, HELME is the latest to show his concern about my current status, single. now i know he can be serious too. he has pinpointed out im growin old. *coughs*. im jus 22, turnin 23 only in Sept ok. hes the latest to panic for me, at least for now, im not feelin panicky yet. haha. the other half will come, if she doesnt, den, its jus too bad for me. life goes on right? thks for the concern ppl. the matter tat im most concerned now is my ageing parents. im lovin them. =)

2009-04-05T18:28:00.003+08:00

Weekend-ing

the week is comin to a close fast. this comin week will be a shorter workin week thou cos fri is a public holiday, tat means longer weekend !! wahaha. im so looking forward to it actually. cos im so gonna catch Fast & Furious 4 together with Knowing and hopefully, pay comes in early bcos of the PH. as for the movies, im not sure to catch with who yet. haha. cos im startin to get more free time on my hand. anyway, im hopin my skin recovers fast enough cos i wan to get tanned again !! argh.

2009-04-02T18:39:00.005+08:00

Tell me, wads going on =/

2009-04-01T21:16:00.006+08:00

Bosman Ruling soon..

ya. its April !! everythin is jus like so fast. jus a blink and its been 1yr 9mths i left Esprit for NS. anyway, went out for lunch with colleagues. after tat, we dropped by a showroom to c wad its like of an upcomin condo, 3-roomed. when i stepped into the glass door, the actual showroom is on the right. when i went forward n stepped in, the feelin is so different !! its like so coolin, so high-class. i wonder if i would save enough 1 day to live in this. i hav a few pictures taken. but im lazy, so jus uploaded 1. haha.

2009-03-31T21:27:00.003+08:00

Last day of March !!

ole ole !! April is starting tml, im so lookin forward to it. life is hard at March cos im jus extremely busy n lethargic, mentally n physically. finally i got some free time today, so went for soccer durin lunch n i.. injured myself today. haha. after about 10mins and in the 2nd match, i was hobbling bcos i overstretched my left hamstring. at first i thought i was ok, den i find it hard to reach the ball, so i decided to go out of play. unlucky lor. jus as i tot today i was playin well, chasing for almost every ball. haha. my colleagues told me it will take bout 2weeks to heal, i hopefully hope not. shits. ok, i know i know. at the rate im goin, i will not be gettin a gf any sooner..or later.. but im quite happy with the status im in now but im not ruling out me being attached. waiting for Ms Right. any takers? haha.

2009-03-15T18:33:00.003+08:00

Lunchtime Premier League Round-Up

what a howler. or shall i say fluke. ytd Liverpool actually beat ManU. its so unbelievable the goals conceded are schoolboy mistakes from Vidic n Evra which close the curtain by halftime. the former was even so eager to get off the pitch by getting himself sent off after pulling down 1 of the opposition player when he knew he was the last defender. he got it all wrong as they scored after it. i tink Fergie got his tactics wrong this time. i would hav started Giggs, look wad he has done to Chelsea n recently Inter. theres a reason y hes nicknamed the welsh wizard n i idolised him from young. even Berbatov drops to the bench. he doesnt score tat much, but he holds the ball well. oh well, nvm, its over. shld Fergie now consider retirement n let Mourinho take over? anyway, congrats to Liverpool fans. it was a well deserved win, but im surprised they are puttin it by their mouth as if they hav won the title. watch it, i expect a backlash on the next opponent by ManU. for Liverpool.. they win ManU, but they hav a trend of winnin big teams n then losin to minors. haha. we shall c. the squad tat face Inter 3days ago..

Keeping Fit !!

work was hectic n exercising has been fantastic. im still conquering the month of March. its been x no. of weeks tat i hav been visiting the gym n basketball court. actually i hav been like injuring myself all over. my old injury on the left knee has started to swell cos of my activities. when playin bball my right knee was hit severly by the floor. den is my right hand last finger, which was so badly injured n swollen like a small red chilli that i couldnt close to show a grip action, is recovering. haha. anyway, tml shall start with soccer, hope the weather will be fine. cos im goin to kick some ass !! haha. ok, everyone grows up. but when i looked back, i realised my immature side in early teens has caused inconvenience to some individuals. i shall not go into details.

Latest Recession Victim : My Family

recession has hit my family !! sians. i understand its gd enough my dad, the sole breadwinner is still fighting hard at his age. but his salary will be affected badly n we shall start saving now. he is only allowed to work 4 days per week instead of the usual 6. i feel happy for him actually. tat means he can rest more. actually i tink i can start to use my savings to help my family already. 4mths more of NS, im considering staying at where im now n mayb parttime studyin. perhaps. i cant afford fulltime studying cos my parents is really ageing fast n my younger bro is still studying. sigh. i tink i need to find my ways to save.

2009-03-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Show Luo on winning SgEntertainment All Rounder Artiste Awards !!

2009-03-03T22:07:00.004+08:00

Its true !!

yes its true. im not goin for Show Luo's autograph session. n im oso not goin to the e-awards ceremony although hes goin. its not i hav stopped idolising him but i tink its not really worth it. the autograph session must buy the special edition for the autograph session at East Point, Simei. i dono how many album he wan us to buy sia. althou he will say as many as possible. the e-awards, its not his concert, i tink maybe he sing 1 or 2 songs and tats it. anyway, i hav a lame riddle for u all. wan to know what is the brand of toothpaste Show Luo use? Its Darlie toothpaste !! u know y? cos in his new song, 搞笑, theres 1 line of the lyrics goes like tis, "那一条牙膏在对我傻笑..." we all know only 1 toothpaste that gives 傻笑.. its 黑人牙膏 !!

2009-03-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

Marching into the busiest month of March

poof~ tml onwards will be the start of a busy month. cos our financial yr will be coming to a close soon. hey, its still sunday. lets not talk about tat. hmmm. din go suntannin today, i tink i shld let my skin hav a week off from tannin, tats y i din when the sun in the mornin n noon was so bright. anyway, was clearin up my friendster n facebook friends. i realised i hav difficulty clearing cos i know 98% of them. yes. from almost everywhere. pri sch, sec sch, ite, cathay, esprit, ns n some strangers to now gd friends. wait till i take the effort to add those i mixed around durin sec sch days, u will realise 365 friends arent many. i was surprised when i came across one account. the account was full of opposite gender when the person is already attached. i mean, look, doesnt the partner mind at all? hmmm. oh ya, i realised i hav been bumpin into May Ee and its not prearranged. jus happened to. jus last fri, i saw her twice. guess shld say hi to her soon. tml's work n gym again. nite guys !

2009-02-28T22:24:00.005+08:00

Not that fabulous february

ok, finally i took out the time to update my blog. tink spread it out like some astrology post? enjoy !! its goin to be a long post

Work

as u all know, somethin happened at work last week. its the 1st time, i had ever clashed with a boss, although im not directly under him. i still cant take it lying down seriously. im not angry, jus feel frustrated n disappointed. im not sure how many ppl understand me, but if i put in effort for somethin, n i don get gd returns, i will feel disappointed rather than being angry cos after the effort i forked out, that is the comment he can giv. n afterall, i jus ask for a smooth workin environment. no matter wad happen at sch or work, i had NEVER, yes, NEVER clashed with any boss before. my colleagues also tot i would be the last to clash with him. u might say everythin theres a 1st time, but sorry, i don need such 1st time.

Health

i tink heaven has been kind. im doin fine so far.i hav started runnin in the gym's threadmill since last week, everyday. last week, its kind of like only 2.4km or 20mins. this week has been like 4 to 5km at 30-35mins non-stop. given my left knee condition like that, im pleased i still can run despite the pain. but i cant jus totally don exercise at all. the doctor at TTSH said before, if i started exercisin n mayb vigorously, i should not stop for example, 1 or 2 weeks, den exercise intensively. it will cause damage to my body. so, ya, im keepin fit nowadays. but tannin has been bad, i din realised till today, my mum says there r white spots/patches on my back, its not tat visible if u din c carefully, like a glance? hmmm. it will be terrible if it spreads, im thinkin of visitin the BioSkin for consultation, i believe it will be costly. but cant be help to prevent spreadin before it even starts?

Love

im still single, no doubts. tis month is the month for lovers cos Valentines Day is on 14 Feb, but im still spendin it alone. im ok with it actually. still lovin the single life althou i yearn very much to fall in love with the right person. but u will nv know. im jus afraid the right one wont come if u sit n wait. gone r the days of stayin out late nights or till early mornin.

Wealth

been tryin to savin hard. for wad i dono. but now the economy is so bad till u dono wad happen next. durin weekdays,i spend jus about $5? i eat breakfast at home, if not upon reachin work will jus buy Chwee Kway or Chee Keong Fan for breakfast at jus $1.50 plus my barley crave, so its jus $2.50. for lunch i will hav a very light one before goin to the gym most of the time spendin jus $2 for some egg wrappin sausage buns. as for dinner, i always had it at home. durin weekend i hardly goes out, if there is movie on friday, its easily solve at $8 n eatin at some foodcourts. suntannin is jus $1.30 on weekends. my monthly transport is jus $80. so from the $500 plus pay, i can save up to $300/month. my phonebill is jus at $30/mth. im impressed by myself. hahahah

Just For Thoughts

few days ago i took the train to work as usual, it jus irritates me at times tat im gettin down at the next stop n someone behind me, gettin down too, keeps wanting me to excuse n make space for her when the stop is still someway away n everyone are already like sardines in the cans in the mornin peak hours. tat day, i jus turned n told the lady, im gettin down at the station too.

the bus at my usual busstops. i only take bus 800, the secondary sch students, bus 804. its amuses me when every student is tryin to get up the bus n behind there is still space to move in, the thing that amuse me was, they r all students who r from the same sch with those who couldnt get up the bus. n i know those who couldnt get up the bus, will be late, bcos of the "help" they get from their fellow schmates or neighbourin sch.

I still love Secondary School Days..

2009-02-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

5 Facts About Me

1) i only buy clothes from Esprit and Topman

2) only watch movies at Cathay Cineplexes

3) lemon barley n lemon tea r my addicts

4) hate to go home straight after work on fridays

5) love suntannin at weekends

2009-02-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

He has made it big !!

the guy in blue, who tackled Mr David Beckham in the picture, i saw him before, even spoke with him. big deal right? but hes made it big. hes goin to play alongside Robbie Fowler soon..

2009-02-16T22:16:00.006+08:00

The Amazing Race Season 14 !! My Pick, Tammy And Victor !!

Ello Ello !!

ppl ppl ppl !! im still single la eh. dont anyhow guess, especially tat Mr Phua Soon Keong. i dono y, alot of ppl around me is hopin tat i would get attached soon. Zzz. actually i don c tat comin soon yet. n sweets is jus a close frien of mine nia. don guess, guessin kills. haha. thanks for the gd wishes. gd nite ppl !!

2009-02-14T18:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentines Day !!

the news has reported, next years Valentines Day is on 1st Day of Chinese New Year, 14/2/2010, Sunday !!

Last Sunday..

here is the update on last Sun, went out with sweets. met up only at 745pm, we went to decide wad movie to watch then hav our dinner @ Swensens. went off at 830pm after eatin, while we walked along, 2 ppl walkin in front was damn familiar to me. they were Amir n Saiful. haha. i believe they jus finished work. anyway, Underworld was at 845pm. after tat went to hav a drink @ Balcony. carried on to watch the 2nd movie after much deciding, 1135pm, Bride Wars. went home at early 1plus in the morning cos its Sunday, not much place to hangout at. overall, a very pleasant outing with sweets. =)

Midnite Activity

went to cine to catch a movie, Outlanders. was quite shagged by then. keep having the thoughts of goin back. but still, convinced myself to stay. but durin the 2hr long movie, i slept for the 1st one hour. haha. after tat, we went back home in 2 different cabs. woot !! Home Sweet Home after an embarrassing day.

2009-02-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

今年我会转角遇到爱 ?

1st website..

Tiger Relationships

The Tiger's relationship may be one of the more favourable areas this year. You can look forward to some happy times with your loved one this year. Though your domestic life may be busy, it can bring you much satisfaction. Be aware of the fact that those around you hold you in high regard and you may not want to jeopardize these relations by your independence or by being too stubborn. Pay attention to the thoughts and feelings of others in your life and everything should work out well for you.

2nd website..

Love

No matter that you are single, in love or married, your love relationship is not bad in 2009, because there is a Love Star coming to you. If you are single, you have good chance to meet your companion, even develop a closer relationship. If you are in love, then your love relationship will become stronger and closer. If your partner is ready, then you might get married this year. If you are married, you will be giving and receiving the love more from your spouse. However, you need to keep the distance from the opposite sex outside to avoid misunderstanding.

2009-02-10T22:27:00.001+08:00

2nd day of Chinese New Year !!

Belated CNY pics !!

2009-02-08T09:12:00.006+08:00

5 Facts About Me

1) when i was young, i dialled 999 seven times and my dad got a warning letter from the police, look wad im now

2) my mum told me, when i 1st learnt to talk,i gave a few 4 numerical digits to my dad and it always came out in the lottery. at then, no-one has taught me anythin bout numbers yet.

3) i was always the last few but nv the last during my 1st 4years in primary school

4) went to a friend house and was so engrossed with playing that i only returned home at night, on the way home, i met my dad, he was goin to make a police report that i went missing.

5) when i was makin a call at the canteen to my parents during pri sch, durin recess, my friend pressed n ended the call, i pushed him so hard that he almost fall off the stairs n onto the road.

2009-01-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

1st day of Chinese New Year

hows 2009 for me so far? i tink some things r better left unsaid. i jus goin to say, im lovin it. haha. wad a surprise from sweets. she smsEd me ytd anonymously n insert the name she always called me, n i knew it was her la. cos of all my frens, only she would call me tat. it feels great now. tat means i wont lost in touch with her. hmmm. chatted with a "vampire victim". its like been 1 or 2yrs since we last met. guess need to meet up soon. now i tink i hav a suntannin partner? anyway, went downstairs jus nw. its like a deserted area. its only once a year i will feel that cos normally my area is filled with crowds. tml will be a very busy n long day for me cos my mum side all the families r comin !! its sure gotta be fun. today nth much cos if u followed my blog, u will know y i don like to go my dad's side family gathering for 1st day of CNY. but well, i still love my dad n mum. =)

2009-01-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !!

2009-01-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

Long Weekend !

ok. i hav been too tired or mayb lazy to blog recently. yawns. tis week was abit slow thou. every1 is looking forward to CNY. for me, everythin is almost the same. i din get anythin for myself. the economy looks gloomy ahead n altho the govt has dug into the national reserve for the Resilience Package totalling $20.5 billion to help keep the nation goin, i tink i will still save for the rainy days. anyway, nowdays i lack motiviation in after-work activities on Fri, unless there is really a very very nice movie. if not, home sweet home. Thurs i tried to shop at Orchard Road. but after 30mins i realised there is nth much to buy n my frien arent workin at u-know-where, i decided to turn home. yes, after 30mins. cos i was alone. n im surrounded by couples. er. envious. but i enjoy being single when there is a need to. well, CNY is coming. tml will be better =)

2009-01-18T20:47:00.004+08:00

Thats Where Man United Should Be, TOP !

2009-01-18T20:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, a gd gf, is written all over the face..

2009-01-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

Plain lucky

today's workload was surprisingly light. jus hope tis not wad ppl say, calm before the storm. i can only say today is like playin a match with 11 players with no substitutes on the bench. not even 1 in case of injuries or tactical change. luckily there was no injuries, the usually strict team coach allow it to happen, which kind of surprised me.

2009-01-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

I think..

i am thinkin of the position im in now. tis afternoon, Lim Shi Lose n KL ask whether, or rather were tryin to persuade me to continue with the stint. i don really know how to describe. same thing, if im a soccer player, i tink Tony Adams is my boss. but i rather fight the relegation battle with Harry Redknapp. theres a reason why wherever he goes, those who once worked for him wan to follow. be it @ Southampton, den Portsmouth n now Tottenham. u c, the thing with Ramos is i tink hes too strict, doesnt allow this n tat, n den he got sacked.i prefer Mourinho, Sir Alex or Benitez to guide me. Mourinho has tat charisma, if he speak out to try to bring the opposition's morale down, he will get wad he wans. Fergie protects his players, so do Benitez. i don tink they get influenced easily.u know wad i mean? ya.

2009-01-11T21:57:00.004+08:00

The truth is...

i tink its about time i pour out the grievances. all the grouses. all of it. sometimes i wonder how many hearts i have, how many souls i have. bcos everytime i fall for someone, i lost my soul, gav away my heart on the 1st day when i set my eyes on her. everytime i work for a certain company, i put my heart n soul into it. u can say i sell my soul to them. i don care how much im paid. i jus sold my soul. no, its not im out of love again. its bout work. when i reflect bout last week, i recalled 1 of the day, Thursday. except a short mornin break n lunch, i found myself fully indulged in work. together with my partner. before May last yr, if not for the grouses etc, i don tink i would hav slept peacefully last thursday bcos, from the start, im suppose to hold the job alone. n last thursday, me n my partner utilising every min made me feel like collapsing but i cant. but if i do not hav a partner, its as gd as im doin a job suppose to be handle by 2. no offence. im not Tom, Dick or Harry. u can slp well without completing ur work for the day, but i cant. if u tink ur job is damn routine n busy, tat means u r fortunate, u might saw how i worked my hearts out, but u r not doin my work. u say u understand, sorry, u don. when i was out last fri nite with gang, i was still talking bout work. there is a limit to my abilities, tats y im jus an 'O' level holder. so, all the grouses, u might ask, den wad u wan? wad u wan to do? i tell u. i don wan to be disturb when im busy. if u r an inefficient worker, don drag me into it n make me look or become inefficient. n please understand, when im busy, im really busy. n sometimes its not bcos i don1 to ask ppl to help, but how many r sincerely willing to help? it would be worst if they become more of a hindrance than help.

2009-01-10T18:49:00.001+08:00

Red Cliff 2 - 赤壁：决战天下

went to watch Red Cliff 2 last nite @ 7pm. full house la. damn power. lucky got the tickets earlier. ZhuGe Liang's knowledge of understandin n using the elements of heaven n earth is so impressive. because Zhou's army n Liu Bei's alliance broke up ( later again rejoin ) bcos of the epidemic, the Zhou's n their forces lacked the arrows to attach. Liang's tactic of usin the fog n confidence of fooling CaoCao's navy admirals to "donate" 120,000 arrows n then use it to attack them back really impressed me. Lin ZhiLing's role as Xiao Qiao really melts my heart. her gentleness, understandin her other half n the meanin of swordsplay, how i wish i hav tis type of gf, tat is if i will be havin one. im wonderin if theres part 3, mayb Liang's will pit his wisdom against Zhou's or CaoCao will regroup again n try to take down Red Cliff again..

Rating : 4.5 / 5

2009-01-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today plus 1 more loser. haha. Lim Shi Lose..

2009-01-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

Porno Porno Fish & Co

Today i went out for lunch with 4 big time losers !! Jian Lose, Jing Lose, Zhi Lose n Jonathon Lose. bcos its Zhi Lose week as hes graduatin from NS. we ordered the same food. i finished the pepper with Jon sia. damn nice lor. den we continued to hav some conversation so i put my wallet inside my front right pocket lor. den a lady suddenly came up to me later, returnin my wallet. i was shocked la. cos i din know i dropped it unknowingly. my friens say i blushed after she returned the wallet to me lah. i was jus shy ok. den Jian Lose screw loosen, attract her attention n ask for the bill, when payin he tell the gal i wan her no. bloody loser. make me like nobody wan like tat. haha. but i din wan to get la. made me lose face. i don1 to return there anymore !

2009-01-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

强力推荐 !!

第二顺位

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云
从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

2009-01-01T23:02:00.005+08:00

Goodbye 2008, Hello 2009 !!

i dare say, 2008 has not been the year for me thou. serious. there were more lows den highs. like i have been sick for the last few days. old liao. well, 2009 is a brand new start. i jus looked back at my post last yr tis time, there wasnt any wishes or resolutions !! omg. anyway, heres the list for my 2009.

1st - wishes everyone, most important my parents n younger bro to hav a healthy n smooth year ago. long live my parents !!

2nd - get a job after ORD. i dono really know wads in for me for the poor economy downturn. well, we shall c after 6mths

3rd - clear my list of NEEDS and WANTS?

now, i wonder should i put findin Miss Right on the 4th? hmmm

don forget, tis yr will be my year n 0909 will be my day

2008-12-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

2008-12-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

At last..

at last i realised im not the only 1 feeling this way about my work. i hav been on leave for bout a week now. jus chatted with my colleague which is covering me for the period. i tot he was damn unlucky today. haa. nvm. he said he was quite pissed cos of the bad mornin he had before work n he was also freakin busy at work. i asked him, "now u know y im oso like tat at work right?". his reply was " ya, its tough. " i was like, omg, finally, someone who is like my status, in the same office is experiencin exactly the same thing as me. if u tot it was the education level, mind u, hes an 'A' level holder, im jus an 'O' level graduate. hes not incapable thou but i hav been doin it for a year plus, him? a week. i nv felt so relieved. i tot i wasnt hardworkin enough. tats y theres a sayin, if u nv try, u will nv know..

2008-12-27T12:58:00.005+08:00

Transporter 3

was surprised to c sweets online. ok, theres a reason y i call her sweets. haa. we had quite a chat. it was nice for some catchin up. she was goin to watch Twilight, i was goin to watch Transporter 3, at cine. so coincidental. but we did not bump into each other thou. that was like so near yet so far? hmmm. anyway, Transporter 3 really disappoints. i think they can only last the box office for 1week. the action was gd. but in the middle, there was some draggy n unnecessary romance scene n borin conversation. somehow like death race. Jason Statham was accompanied by a lady in his car through the movie. n nvm the lady was not a babe. haha. sometimes i don even understand wad she is talkin. cos there is no subtitles. n it bothers me when theres one part of it we could not understand the foreign actors conversation n i believe, the entire cinema's audience did. it was like alien language. a few actors was like mumbling. i was like, ok, i couldnt catch it. i tot it was goin be a bang. but. ya. highly no recommended unless u hav some1 payin for u or killin time. next movie? waitin for sweets to decide, if not, Red Cliff 2 !!

Rating : 2/5

2008-12-25T12:23:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas Every1 !! Happy Holidays !!

2008-12-23T11:05:00.004+08:00

Singapore v Vietnam

if you were outside on Sunday, travellin towards town or mayb central, u may have tot its Chinese New Year. ya, u wished. its Singapore v Vietnam at the national stadium. yes, the one that was said goin to be torn down since many years ago. but nvm, once again, we witnessed the kallang wave but not with the victory, cos we went down 0-1 to the vietnamese. every1 was wearin red for the occassion, but not me. wahaha. cos i knew Vietnam fans will oso wear red. reached @ 7pm. but had a prob reachin ShiJie cos i tink the stadium there has bad reception n my tickets was with him. pek chek. but its ok, my skin is thick enough to borrow phone from ppl around me. n i found out, all those i borrowed phone from was the malays. haha. ya, come to think of it, my best friens in sec sch was non chinese...

2008-12-20T11:25:00.000+08:00

IP Man

A must watch, recommended by me !! watched with RongLong. the show is very nice, i don even rmb i was bored for even 1 sec. haha !!

2008-12-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

This Christmas..

2008-12-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Finally...

i got to hear Luo Zhi Xiang's song at HK Cafe and its at Northpoint !! heard it last fri. wahahah. din go in n eat thou. jus walk pass n heard it so loud. i tink finally i can be proud of the shoppin centre. not bcos it played tat song la. but its like a new makeover. havin more shops. looks so classy. anyway, i tink im shld start to go back to my so-called night life? bcos i suddenly realised i left bout 6mths from "graduation". wad if my next job expect me to work till 11pm or midnite? u nv know. im tinkin of cuttin my hair, short, real short. wahaha.

2008-12-06T21:12:00.003+08:00

Don spoil my December

ytd tat comment is really unnecessary. really. anyway, in my mind is, office shld be lively so tat one can look forward to it. n not 1 tats stern n dead. guys r guys after all. den we will be havin tat particular meetin soon, which i think most ppl will c it as unnecessary too, for many. in addition, my sup will be on away for 2 weeks. meanin more workload. grrr. nvm, i tink i will be takin leave from 26th till the 5th of Jan. jus considerin.

Job chooses ppl era

my sup n boss is tryin hard to convince me to stay as temp staff after "graduating". but the fact is, i nv really like office life. im more towards customer service job. n office tends to be more political. ya, the sales retail line remains my priority n followed by bankin.

1 down, many to go

haa. ytd i finally bought the polo tee. theres still a no. of things i still need thou n mayb, some wants. u cant blame me, blame the upcomin festives. haha. anyway, our Dinner n Dance will be @ Suntec on the 13th of Feb !! u r right, its Valentines Day Eve. smsEd Xueting ytd. caught up with her quite abit. she n i knows y. haha. our last meet up was the world cup final in 2006 which Italy won !! dono y. but, we will be competing whos savin more in months to come. cool. lol. sighs. seems like byebye to my needs n wants..

2008-12-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

单飞..

i tink its gd to be carefree n lonely at times. nth much will bother u. like lunch today. i didnt think im pathetic at all when i went out for it, alone. cos i was undecided where to go and i don hav to wait for any1. so i jus dropped by Cold Storage, bought a few sushis n went to breadtalk. cool. sometimes u have to seriously observe the things, environment etc around u. like swimtannin on last Sat. i finally saw a complete picture of wad a swimmin pool is, in my mind. sunny skies with children n families at the pool, n recently added, babes. u don c babes often on a Sat or Sun poolside, cos they r all down to sentosa. when i dropped by breadtalk, i din expect to c young adults workin there. cos in my mind, its jus another confectionery store, n most shld be workin aunties. but i was wrong. haa. i wore an oversized shoe out for lunch, n when i walked back, it dropped at the middle of the road. so cool right? haha. anyway, i jus realised my "Wants n Needs" items is about $500. hmmm. plus, i was right. right about wad? wahaha. glad i was. but nth affects me nw. lalala~